I don't know if any of you will care about this or simply notice but recently things are just too much for me, I can't handle it anymore. I need a break from everything, including life.

I don't know when will I come back. But Jongin doesn't really leave me, or if truth be told I can't leave him as you can guess, so probably it won't take long and I'll come back with a better self. I hope.

I just want to be that carefree child again who had no burdens on her shoulders. I want to go back to times when that child had nothing to worry about and just played games all day long. I just want to be that happy kid again. I just want to be happy.